it’s all up to God now..
April 8, 2006
Though i'm surprised he hasn't whipped my behind so bad yet.. it has come to a point where there is nothing left i can do.. and now, i simply wait.. if you ask me whether i gave the fight my all? ashamed, i would admit that i didn't. But what can whining do now right? just have to keep moving. Well in my case now, just have to accept whatever come my way. But despite everything seeming to go wrong again, just like they did late last year, although i got myself in this mess this time, i've been a tad more stable i guess, considering that i haven't yet broken down. like they say, what won't kill you will make you stronger.. to be honest, i'm actually in the middle of hell right now.. but this time, it seems i'm in some limbo where i can see myself in the flames and i feel pain, but it's never too much.. i am being disciplined. that's for sure.
April 9, 2006 at 6:34 pm
if you want to talk about it, you know how to reach me, girl.
April 9, 2006 at 10:18 pm
Each choice we make causes a ripple effect in our lives. When things happen to us, it is the reaction we choose that can create the difference between the
sorrows of our past and the joy in our future. – Chelle thompson
BtW: New theme. Like it.
April 10, 2006 at 6:49 pm
Why be ashamed? everybody takes a dive into shit once in a while. It’s but natural that we whine and wail at our misfortune, but after that, it’s just a matter of either wallowing in the shit, or having the composure to stand up, smile and wash that damn shit off your face and leave it in the past. Trust me, you have so much ahead of you. You’re one of the most talented people I know (a little screw-loose here and there, but talented indeed. hehehe). I’ve been into deeeeep crap (in various consistencies e.g tubol, ebak, turd, bururos, igit-igit, stool, jebwaks, et al), but I still try to be hopeful for tomorrow. just remember to call me, 87000 Jollibee delivery.